Feeling a little bit "stressed" out even though classes haven't started yet.
Why? I don't know.
Been reading some books... motivational
First one was by Joe Bateman.. and someone else. title-forgotten ;p
Now embarking on another "The Ultimate Secrets of Total Self-Confidence" by Dr. Robert Anthony.
Just trying to take in as much as I can, trying to be receptive and open to "new" conditions.
Chinese New Year and mid semester break is over.
Met my friends last night at Kota. Loo Ping and her bf, and Khin Fai.
Also met my god brother there. Not really met, saw each other, text message each other but at the same mamak stall. Both trying to be inconspicuous, in his words "scanning" each other.
Glad to have seen him there.
Point to ponder, am I putting myself out in the deep again? making myself vulnerable, AGAIN?
Is 'god sibling-ship' good for me? Can I trust them? Should I trust them?
# talking about vulnerable, the first book I read talks about making ourselves vulnerable to changes, that we might feel... I think that's what it says.. lolx
# the current book, tells people to not let others (outside factor) to affect you.
Totally opposite but both provides valid reasoning.
Another point to ponder...
Been making adjustments to fit into groups...
Acceptable? or just a fact of life? a necessity? or just being a conversationalist?
Casual sex...
Acceptable in today's society? Virginity still the norm? Do people treasure virginity?
A friend of mine, in one of our conversations somehow supported prostitution, or rather gave reasons why sex with a prostitute is acceptable.
How do I rate myself? Conservative or liberal?
I think I'm in between.
Using conservative reasoning yet chooses liberal stance...SO FAR
maybe because this is the only view point I can see from.
Trying to be "open" to changes.
~xoxo~
ShAuNnY BoY:P ~